this summer i was in turkey for 10 weeks, first 5 then 5 more. i had my boyfriend there, i was really sceptical to start something in the beginning. been there done that i thought, i know how much it can hurt but i couldnt help myself. this guy was amazing and honest about all the girls he had before. i didnt expect him to be faithful while i was back in sweden, and i still dont know if he was. i dont care really. second time around when i was down there we had a really big fight and broke up. we were talking about if we were going to try again but lots of things happened and now we are standing in the middle. i just cant take it anymore. i need to tell him how i feel, and i need to do it in turkish cause he's not so good when it comes to reading english. my turkish grammar is not good enough for this yet unfortunatley

dont want any missunderstandnings. can someone here please, please help me? the text wont be so long, around 300 letters.
please write if you can help me with this!